Sunday, 1 November 2015

"Lean" from 25.10.15

I wanted to lean into you this morning, but I honestly felt like it'd screw everything up more than I already have. I don't know why, but I feel so much more comfortable flirting with you when our friends are around. May it's because when we're alone, the prospect of a relationship seems so much more daunting. With our friends, our support squad is right there, cheering us on.

I'm thankful you're not turning on me. I honestly thought you might when I told you that I couldn't be in a relationship right now. But you stuck around.

I don't want to put the extra pressure of a relationship on myself when I can't really control or understand my feelings right now. But I do know that I really like you...

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