"Screw Up" from 28.09.15

I feel very often like I've stuffed everything up. I'm not very sure of myself in this situation and it makes me second guess every decision I make. Whenever you don't reply, I assume the worst. I like to think I'm confident, but when it comes to this, I'm as lost as can be. I'm just trying not to screw this all up. Wat we have going, I can deal with. I'm getting more comfortable in the current context. But I feel like if it all changes, I'll lose my already shaky footing. This is not a good feeling.